I spend a lot of time thinking up new things to make, which I rarely make, and new ways in which to help myself be less crazy. I want to spend less time worrying and more time enjoying the simple things in life.
The easiest way I've found to enjoy life more is to take the extra time to enjoy the people around me. Sometimes, this is hard to do. (I work in customer service.) So I spend a lot of effort (when I'm actively trying to enjoy people, before it becomes a habit) making sure I'm understanding where everyone is coming from and being genuinely happy to see them and acting like I am when I'm not, so I trick my body into acting happy and then I trick my mind into thinking I'm happy... it goes on and on like that. You can see why I don't feel like talking about it constantly. The running commentary in my brain is enough, trust me.
I've been researching making my own lip balm, and while it seems interesting and fun, it doesn't sound like something I'd want to do all the time and try to make money at. So that idea's over. But I've decided I would like to make some from scratch as gifts for Christmas or something, maybe next year. In the meantime, I'm going to keep knitting dishcloths (count is up to 9.5), but that's about all the knitting I've been doing. Oh wait, I lied. I'm also knitting a garter stitch scarf for a certain cousin's daughter. She picked out the very soft, very fuzzy yarn herself when we were shopping, and suggested slightly heavily that she would like a scarf from some yarn like this, because it was soft and fuzzy and the colors reminded her of spring and maybe that would mean that spring would come faster when she wore it please. So that's what she's getting. Someday.
My cooking is improving, but other than an ambitious (for me) tomato-cream sauce last week, it hasn't gone anywhere it hasn't been before. For the Superbowl party (us and my parents and the creatures) I made two pizzas from scratchings (read this recently somewhere, and it made me die a thousand cute deaths, but I can't remember where I saw it, sorry), and we had veggies and dip.
The bread baking has slowed to a halt. I've been really tired lately, as lame as that sounds. Maybe it's all the crazy thinking I've been doing. Who knows. Alls I know is I've got some loaves promised, and there'll be some head rolling all over the place should I not come through with them. The head will be mine. In case you were wondering. I also found a springform pan in some stuff, and I'm wondering what one makes with such a device. I'm too lazy right now to look it up. Is it cheesecake? Does one make cheesecake with a springform pan? I'm guessing it's something like that, but I'm miles away from cheesecake. Making cheesecake will take (above anything else) a desire to eat cheesecake. I'm not really a cheesecake sort of girl. Maybe Bruce will want cheesecake someday.
My work is sort of sucking lately, and it's something specific I don't want to talk about on here. If you're curious, you can always email me to hear me vent. It's a couple of things that are sort of specific. A few nights this week, I've come home and taken a bath to relax. I'm becoming bath-dependant. I'm concidering billing my gas bill to Workman's Comp.
So! I was looking for something fresh to do. Any ideas?