i'm not angry right now, but i sort of wish that i was. for some reason i woke up this morning really craving one of those times in my life that i'd been completely, over-the-top PISSED OFF.
i think it was because i was reliving a time when i was 17. my "best friend" had done something terribly unspeakable to me, ruined my 17 year old world, and all that came with it. i want to see if i'd still react the way i did then.
do i still get tunnel-vision? do i still shake, and clench my fists, and stand very-oh-so-very still like that? and when i'm telling off the person who pissed me off so royally, would i still do it in a quiet voice? i hope so. i have a feeling i was really very scary, and it pleases me.
i wish i had a video tape of the incident.
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