Pictures

i'm going through pictures that make me want to cry.

not because i love them, not because i love her, but because they make me want to be able to feel that for a girl again.. totally unsuspicious.  i miss having that sort of girlfriend.  it's something she took away from me, by being who she is, and it makes me want to bawl, just because it's so terribly wrong, not only for girlfriends to treat each other like that, but for people to treat each other that way. 

i'm showing them to him (you), and completely hoping he doesn't find her sexy.  impossible to dream about, really, but it might happen.