The Nephs

so i was planning on going to the cottage tonight, but that fell through. mostly because i volunteered to work in pharmacy tomorrow morning, which will suck, but compared to cashiering today, it was a small price to pay. working in the pharmacy has really given me a little pride. it's not that cashiering is a bad job, by any means... just that i think i refuse to do it ever again. from now on, i'm adding something to my list of criteria for potential jobs: require more thought than a monkey could provide.

sort of upset at the slightly snobby way i feel about doing my old job.

i woke up this morning at 8:15, and almost called rodeo (as a friend called him, after totally not understanding a story), so i could say good morning, but i didn't. i know what i've been told, but i don't want to be that girl from faraway who's never leaving him alone.

spent a few hours at the lake today with lisa and the nephs. and the rest of the family. it was great, they had a blast. ok, so i did too. i like playing in the sand, and finding little tiny shells. i collected them, and when we were leaving i buried them all in one spot. nephs were confused, wanted to know why. i told them it'd make some other little kid really happy some day. lisa found it amusing that i consider myself to be a little kid. even swam, a little bit. lisa didn't bring a suit, and i hadnt really planned on going in, either. it was nice. and i think i'm ok with my body. that's a really big thing for me to say.

now, mom and i are getting dinner, a&w-style. today was a Best Day Ever, too. :)