Saturday, July 3

Playboy

i think i mentioned this guy, in my description of guys i've dated. i felt he was worth mentioning, at the time, because even though he spent a very brief period in my life actually with me, he made a big impact on my decisions about what sort of guy i wanted in the long run, and i absolutely adored a few things (of course not including his rampant cheating) about him. i don't think that passing out was one of them, but it maybe some of the underlying edearing qualities about him led him to be that pass-out person.

i think he was pretty sure of himself, and had a really good attitude about life. he knew who he was, and even though he had some dreams that seemed impossible to me, he was pretty sure of their inevitablity. he felt comfortable almost anywhere. he always expected the best from everyone, not in that "i'm going to be disappointed in you if you fail" way, but in that "everyone is inherently good" sort of way.

as i type this, it's getting later, and i am going to have the day from hell tomorrow, almost assuredly, and yet.. i can't seem to hang up the phone. this is a very nice feeling.

***to the other person who reads this, he-with-many-names, or whatever: for your information, i was NOT asleep. lol***

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