so maybe it's not as dire as i thought it was. maybe i'm not disgustingly overweight, maybe that was all a trick of my mind.
maybe, even knowing that, it's still exhillerating to see my hipbones again. to know i've (yet again) got a boney ass. or that there's collar-bones that had been hiding for a couple years. my body didn't absorb them, they're really still there, they were just waiting for me. it's nice, to stand up, and have my pants sag a little around my ass. it makes me feel good.