when you said that last night, i realized what i'd been doing.
when you're little, and you find a shell, you hold it up, to hear the sea. for some unknown reason, your backround noise is like that sound. i listen to it, probably far to hard to be normal, and it makes me calmer and happy, and relaxed.
if my phone hadn't run out of batteries, your alarm might have woken me up. i was very sad i had to hang up last night.