i'm remembering a lot of things, and reading again, and wanting to know more about a lot of things...

Pedro reminds me of the Juan story, and that makes me laugh, a lot.

i want to see the animals all over, and the rocks that move.

i'm excited, and want to talk about the rocket launcher and the flailing, but i dont think i should.

there's so much, and i know there'll be so much more, and that make me excited, and nervous, and anxious for it all to start, and impatient, and slightly worried, all at the same time.

i'm waiting for a call, and it's coming slower than i wanted, but i know there's good reasons.

i want to tell about a lot of things, but i know that first, i want to hear what B has to say, so i'm trying to contain myself.. plus, it's hard to put into words, and it's wonderful, and i'm sure he's got a great take on things that i haven't thought of yet. so i want to read his thoughts, before i type my own. also, slightly nervous (although totally sure that i'm mistaken) that it'll not be what i thought it was, what i know it was, and don't want to jynx it before it's said by him.

want to see certain people's blogs.. i want to read more of what people who reply to my posts have to say, because i love knowing things. i wish i had more to read, and more to go on.

still can't wait to see cam's reaction to the rocket launcher, it was priceless.

it's nice (oh, god.. so nice) to let someone else have control of the worrying.. as i seem to worry too much, all the time, about stuff i shouldn't worry about - nice to know that someone i trust will be worrying if there's anything to worry about.. and he'll tell me if there is.

lisa wants reassurance that she didn't seem all slutty with her missions, so if you could give me ample reason to reassure her (or even slight reason to), i'll happily do so.

i think (think) this'll be the last post for tonight. i can't wait to see what you've got to say about the whole thing.. you'll make my time away.